If there’s one thing that this passing year has taught me, it is to pursue what will make you learn and what will make you happy. I just realized that there are many things that I want to pursue and to learn about. There are also a lot of things that will make you happy – from meeting new friends, studying for a masters degree, doing challenges, stanning other idol groups, watching concerts, meeting one of your idols, learning a new language, and unfolding new skills. Indeed, this year is very full of surprises.
However, welcoming new things meant letting go of some. While there is still a feeling of grief in parting ways, it is good to understand that it is part of life and lets us not settle on things we don’t have control. Left it all in the past, as they said. And while we hope for reconciliation, it is better to let it happen in its own way. The water that swallowed up our wounds will someday calm down like skipping stones.
My wish for the new year is that we continue to do what will be good for others, to serve those who are in need, take care of all creations, and manifest the high hopes, strong faith we have to the Divine whom we put our trust in the coming year.
Sa mga ganitong pagkakataon na nangagailangan, hangga’t maaari at kung kaya ay gagawa ako ng paraan para lang masettle na or magtitiis na lang din. Kaya kung may lalapitan man ako, meaning nun ay di ko na kaya rin. Sobrang pasalamat ako sa tutulong din.
I don’t want to define something which is not yet clear to me. We are not living for the standards of others, I go on my own way. It doesn’t matter to me what they think about me. What matters to me is what I think of them.
Gusto ko ng umalis. Gusto ko na tumakas sa sitwasyong ako rin naglagay sa sarili ko. Hindi ko na alam yung mararamdaman ko. Manhid na ako sa sakit pero sigurado akong ayaw ko na ng ganito.
